a guy just confessed to me yesterday
i didn't give him answer. instead i cried, because all that i remembered is you and how i wish it was you


Tell me people, how could I beat master students from European top business school, majoring in Finance/Econs to get a top private equity job in Nordic?

It's indeed a greatest opportunity for me here in Stockholm, but the challenges are super big. I know my chance getting in is super slim. I'm bachelor, not in finance, much more inexperienced.

Therefore I want to make a nazar. I'll fast for 2 weeks should I get this offer. Amin.

Bismillah....


Been thinking about my personal motto a lot and this one really stick to me...since dunno when.
"I may be ignorant but I am no hypocrite"
Well, ignorant in the sense that I don't give a damn about things that do not interest me. Like, global warming, carbon footprint etc. Well yeah I know that it's really needed for sustainable future bla bla bla, but I just can't bring myself caring about those, even though everybody talking about it.

And as far as I knew I am no hypocrite. Sometimes people say that whatever emotion I have, it'll be shown right in my face haha, so how could I be hypocrite lolz? and hypocrite just doesnt match with my horoscope, Sagitarius (doh, what a bad reasoning).

Yeah anyway..i'm no hypocrite. if u think otherwise, write comment! haha